These are my top 10 song, that I think best fit me. Most of these are kind of depressing but I like them. If you check these songs out I hope you like and can relate to them to.
1-Blue October, Hate Me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDxgSvJINlU
The reason this is my top song is for the fact that this song has been in my life for a very long tom. As well as this song has helped me through a lot of harsh times and even kept me sane when all I wanted to do was hang myself in my closet and hope no one ever finds me. The song at least in my eyes, is about a struggling addict that after quitting has parted from his mother in the prosses. This relates to me because my parents used to use hard drugs and they still hate themselves for it to this day. I also have done things that I regret and wish people wouldn't of given my dumb ass a chance but I'm thankful they did. Overall this is a wonderful song.
2-Anna Blue, Silent Scream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIlghWDd7RU
This song is phenomenal and the cute ass animations, I love this artist and have loved her for years. As far as the song goes the name says it all. I've always hated fighting and have been surrounded by it most of my life, it makes me depressed and gives me bad flashbacks. I've had a bad past when it comes to hurting myself and in turn others, and it makes me want to scream every time I think about it. Listening to this song helps me fight relapsing, helps with my anxiety and really reflects how I think a lot of kids my age probably feel.
3-Dope, I Don't Give A...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLkCf-8YQVM
This song is another that pretty much describes its self, this is basically my "instead of being depressed I'm uncontrollably angry" song. When people laph at me in the hall or when I'm walking home with to much homework to do. Even when I get angry for no reason witch happens a lot I put on this song to drown out the world and everyone in it. I probably listen to this song almost 12 times a week and its kind of my go to song to shut others out because I guess I cant handle socializing when I'm on a manic.
4-Skillet, Monster
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mjlM_RnsVE
This wonderful song probably fits me the best because even when I try to put on a brave face for the people around me my inner demons drag their way out. I always feel like a bourdon to be around and a monstrous person. One day I will break free and one day everything will hopefully be okay. But until then this song in my anthem. Also incase you hadn't noticed based on thee first few songs I don't really listen to man newer songs.
5-Ozzy Osbourne, Crazy Train
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vy1V5LHXWbg
This glorious tune was suggested by my uncle and after listening to it a couple of times I can see why. In life their are ups and down and even some steady moments, but I feel like I'm going in loopy loops. Crazy train also fits me because everyone around me says I act kind of crazy and boisterous. To top it all off its just a fun song to listen to by an amazing artist that I have recently fallen back in love with.
6-OMFG-Nope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JSWsMtQPVw
This is a song with very few words and a lot of I guess techno vibes to it. This is another song I use when I'm having a bad day, so basically every day. I am constantly thinking and saying "nope" for one reason on another so I think this song fits. I don't have as much of a reason for thins song but I don't see anything wrong with that sense I like it. :P
7-Megadeath, Sweating Bullets
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOnKCcjP8Qs
Can I just start out by saying that Megadeath is amazing and anyone who disagreed is a confusing human. This is a main stream song especial in recent years. Anyway I love the aesthetic of the video, and I think it fits the song and the artist very well. Even without all this the song in general is a wonderful reflection of inner demons and how it affects a persons mental state. A lot of my songs touch basis on mental health and basically insanity. But this kind of takes it to a new level. I also find the fact that his in prison makes me think of my dad when I see that. He was going crazy in jail through most of my younger years so it fits.
8-Katelyn Tarver, You Don't Know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BF-nZziUCCY
okay yeah, I know its not another badass metal song or even remotely close to what the other songs are. But I find this song very therapeutic and even something I could fall asleep to. A lot of therapists and physiatrists have lagit told me they understand. Yet, when I would mentions something they would look at me like I'm stupid and either question me and still be confused or give up on me. So no, you don't understand or even remotely know what its like because your not me. So shush yo face!
9-Joel Faviere, Stupid and Anxious
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8dfhowdeeE
Well the title to this one is me in a nutshell. IM very anxious and it can clawed my judgement and make me feel extremity stupid. A lot of people have tried to use this to their advantage and I've been hurt to many times. As of recently I've been distancing myself and I'm only getting more stupid and anxious. I wish didn't have the constant urge to talk to people and be social and amazingness' but I do and its always a back of forth. Almost always my anxiety wins so I guess that's why this song is so relatable to me.
10-Lincoln Park, Numb
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXYiU_JCYtU
The feeling of numbness is very common, especially in my family and within high school. I'm always numb physically and even mentally unless I feel like opening up. At the new school I've been attending things are changing thoe. I'm trying to be more open yet it seems to be making me more numb. And as soon as I say something people steading of opening up they just treat me totally differently and it pisses me off. I'm done opening up, I'm just letting myself go totally numb.
1-Blue October, Hate Me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDxgSvJINlU
The reason this is my top song is for the fact that this song has been in my life for a very long tom. As well as this song has helped me through a lot of harsh times and even kept me sane when all I wanted to do was hang myself in my closet and hope no one ever finds me. The song at least in my eyes, is about a struggling addict that after quitting has parted from his mother in the prosses. This relates to me because my parents used to use hard drugs and they still hate themselves for it to this day. I also have done things that I regret and wish people wouldn't of given my dumb ass a chance but I'm thankful they did. Overall this is a wonderful song.
2-Anna Blue, Silent Scream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIlghWDd7RU
This song is phenomenal and the cute ass animations, I love this artist and have loved her for years. As far as the song goes the name says it all. I've always hated fighting and have been surrounded by it most of my life, it makes me depressed and gives me bad flashbacks. I've had a bad past when it comes to hurting myself and in turn others, and it makes me want to scream every time I think about it. Listening to this song helps me fight relapsing, helps with my anxiety and really reflects how I think a lot of kids my age probably feel.
3-Dope, I Don't Give A...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLkCf-8YQVM
This song is another that pretty much describes its self, this is basically my "instead of being depressed I'm uncontrollably angry" song. When people laph at me in the hall or when I'm walking home with to much homework to do. Even when I get angry for no reason witch happens a lot I put on this song to drown out the world and everyone in it. I probably listen to this song almost 12 times a week and its kind of my go to song to shut others out because I guess I cant handle socializing when I'm on a manic.
4-Skillet, Monster
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mjlM_RnsVE
This wonderful song probably fits me the best because even when I try to put on a brave face for the people around me my inner demons drag their way out. I always feel like a bourdon to be around and a monstrous person. One day I will break free and one day everything will hopefully be okay. But until then this song in my anthem. Also incase you hadn't noticed based on thee first few songs I don't really listen to man newer songs.
5-Ozzy Osbourne, Crazy Train
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vy1V5LHXWbg
This glorious tune was suggested by my uncle and after listening to it a couple of times I can see why. In life their are ups and down and even some steady moments, but I feel like I'm going in loopy loops. Crazy train also fits me because everyone around me says I act kind of crazy and boisterous. To top it all off its just a fun song to listen to by an amazing artist that I have recently fallen back in love with.
6-OMFG-Nope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JSWsMtQPVw
This is a song with very few words and a lot of I guess techno vibes to it. This is another song I use when I'm having a bad day, so basically every day. I am constantly thinking and saying "nope" for one reason on another so I think this song fits. I don't have as much of a reason for thins song but I don't see anything wrong with that sense I like it. :P
7-Megadeath, Sweating Bullets
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOnKCcjP8Qs
Can I just start out by saying that Megadeath is amazing and anyone who disagreed is a confusing human. This is a main stream song especial in recent years. Anyway I love the aesthetic of the video, and I think it fits the song and the artist very well. Even without all this the song in general is a wonderful reflection of inner demons and how it affects a persons mental state. A lot of my songs touch basis on mental health and basically insanity. But this kind of takes it to a new level. I also find the fact that his in prison makes me think of my dad when I see that. He was going crazy in jail through most of my younger years so it fits.
8-Katelyn Tarver, You Don't Know
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BF-nZziUCCY
okay yeah, I know its not another badass metal song or even remotely close to what the other songs are. But I find this song very therapeutic and even something I could fall asleep to. A lot of therapists and physiatrists have lagit told me they understand. Yet, when I would mentions something they would look at me like I'm stupid and either question me and still be confused or give up on me. So no, you don't understand or even remotely know what its like because your not me. So shush yo face!
9-Joel Faviere, Stupid and Anxious
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8dfhowdeeE
Well the title to this one is me in a nutshell. IM very anxious and it can clawed my judgement and make me feel extremity stupid. A lot of people have tried to use this to their advantage and I've been hurt to many times. As of recently I've been distancing myself and I'm only getting more stupid and anxious. I wish didn't have the constant urge to talk to people and be social and amazingness' but I do and its always a back of forth. Almost always my anxiety wins so I guess that's why this song is so relatable to me.
10-Lincoln Park, Numb
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXYiU_JCYtU
The feeling of numbness is very common, especially in my family and within high school. I'm always numb physically and even mentally unless I feel like opening up. At the new school I've been attending things are changing thoe. I'm trying to be more open yet it seems to be making me more numb. And as soon as I say something people steading of opening up they just treat me totally differently and it pisses me off. I'm done opening up, I'm just letting myself go totally numb.
Nice playlist man!
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DeleteNever heard of most of these songs, they seem cool.
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